7dp5dt (12dpo)

I am officially done testing now! It just stresses me out and my beta is on Friday so I think it's time. I had been saving the digitals for a long while til I was sure they would show :) Very excited to see those!!

Symptoms are growing too :)
I have been having vivid nightmare the last two nights... OMG seriously I am crazy. Between rabid animals and serial killers I have woken up almost screaming a few times now. I get night terrors when I m pregnant and I think this is the start. Should be very entertaining for DH when he wakes to me screaming over nothing LOL!
Also I am hormonal today.... And that's also a symptom for me with DS#1. I got angry at the shower-head today and my toothbrush LOL!

Symptoms:
cramps
bit bloated
slightly sore swollen breast
hormonal
nightmares/vivid dreams

6dp5dt 11dpo

 I am a spoiled brat always hoping for more :p I want my tests darker already! I am comparing them to others wishing they were as dark as theirs. Then I slap myself and remember I have never gotten a BFP at 10dpo that I could see! So I need to STFU and trust the process. 

Also I want more symptoms... Although today my wish came true a bit and I have some good cramps (IMPLANT BABIES!!) and my breast are slightly swollen and sore. I just want stronger symptoms! See there she is again... spoiled brat :p

Symptoms:

cramps on an off

mild swollen slightly sore breasts

4dp5dt (9dpo)

Bummer but the anxiety started today and panic set in :/ I am trying my best to ignore it and try to remain calm and positive. I think I was hoping I would have sore boobs today but that didn't really happen so I started to panic. Blah i hate anxiety!
I stocked up on HPTs today since my stash was pretty thin... Here's hoping I never have to buy another HPT EVER!!!

Symptoms:
cramping last night & bloating
nothing really today :/